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78 lines
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title: There must be a reason
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tags:
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- blog
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slug: there-must-be-a-reason
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date: 2021-11-28T11:54:42.000Z
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date_updated: 2021-11-28T12:42:21.000Z
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excerpt: probably
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It was a sunny day, my friend and I were on the bus to go somewhere. I don't know exactly why I am here while I know how to get to my destination and this path is not the way.
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"Turun disini aja, yuk?" I somehow asked my friend when the bus operator said we were in Sawah Besar right now.
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"Lah, kenapa?" He replied suspiciously.
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I know this place more than anywhere. Nothing special about this place but I know the name of a place after this. After debating with my own mind for the X time, I eventually decided to get off at Mangga Besar which is the stop after this station, and I know exactly what the name is.
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"It's been 1 year, I guess". I was talking to myself as we arrived and walked to the Starbucks which was near our stop.
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I can't think anything but something that has a 0.1% chance.
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I know this Starbucks and so does the "Grand Paragon mall" which is the building in front of it. I'm not doing anything here but waiting.
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Waiting for nothing, to be exact.
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"Makan yuk? Deket sini ada KFC" I suggested my friend for lunch.
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It's 3pm and I'm still waiting for nothing, but we're now at KFC, at least.
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I have a schedule to go *home* at 5.30 pm but I am still stuck in this place since 2 pm.
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Or maybe since late 2020? Idk.
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Eventually we decided to go. I'm going back to Bandung today and my friend is going to his hometown in Tangerang. Before I went to the bus station I decided to take a little walk to the place I used to love.
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In the distance I saw someone who looked very much like the one I used to know.
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I walked towards her.
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Damn, she *is* her.
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I don't know what to say as this happened by chance.
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"Masih kenal aku?" I asked her, as an opening. Just in case she really can't realize who I am as a human being.
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"Masih".
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There wasn't much conversation going on, just 3 words overall. She was waiting for her taxi when I looked over at her phone. Not much has changed in her, I should know this person.
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I really miss her and inner her.
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"Ngapain?", she said.
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I don't know why I'm here and accidentally run into someone I've probably been waiting for since 2 hours ago.
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I lied, since a very long time ago.
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I couldn't answer her question but playing phone for no reason as I was so nervous that I accidentally meet her here.
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"There must be a reason" I talked to myself.
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And then she left me and got in the car shortly after, she didn't seem to care about my answer.
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My brain and body seemed to stop working.
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I couldn't do anything but watching her leaving.
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I let her go again.
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I burned my cigarette as usual and didn't move an inch while wondering why she left me without any farewell or something.
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"There must be a reason" I talked to myself.
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I let her go again.
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[Probably](https://s3.rizaldy.club/rizaldy-club-ghost/probably/).
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